我的内心世界^^

friday , april 17th 2009

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 16:37:00 GMT

hey yo yeah wat's up ehheeh , okay goin to updated my blog again after see a taiwan varity show : their topic for that day was composition on the topic love , at the very last part the mc read out his compo , very touching jusz goin to share it with u all then after that i'll write out my composition on that topic ,

a retire old couple , being in love for 30 years , had a daughter whom stayed in the US , whom visited them once every 3 years

life for this loving old couple was like back when they were young, went mountian climbing every day , excerise together, had a beautiful backyard which they tidied every day , read books on the balcony together was also activites, and at night they would stroll down the park together, everyone envy them for how they love each other.

on a certain night , moon light shine on the old couple's face thru the window , and as the old professor was thinkin back of how fortunate he was to have met his lovely wife who spend the last 30 years with him , his right hand felt something strange , it was a wet feelin , and came from his wife , from that day on he was never able to wake his wife up .

on his wife wake , his student and friend send him their condolence , tellin him dun be sad and dun grief too deep but the old retire professor firm reply them thanks for coming

but the old professor already had his own plan , as what does in everyday life he does all his chores , giving out his favourite books , that night he was sitting in his study room alone with only some pills and a cup of water , only lonelness and quietness accompany him now , just as he was putting the pills into his mouth , the telephone rang, it was call from his daughter in US , her daughter said " dad i miss u very much , i'm at the airport now , i'll be boarding the plane soon, i'm coming back to stayed with u"

after hearing those word , the old professor suddenly realise wat he was doing , lookin at the pills and that cup of water, he suddenly had a flash back of the time where his lovely wife looked to him in the eyes with that lovely face telling him " carry on living for mi , i love u very much ", tears was flowing out of the eyes of the professor , he could no longer hold back his tears, after all what happened , he realised what he was lookin for , was a feelin of being love

""""

okay a short but touching true story , here's mine

"""""

At the age of 24 now , love to mi was something can be felt but was never there , my scar was there at the age of 22 at my friend's wake , when everyone ther including mi was griefing for a lost of a friend , i saw her , seeing her there lesser the pain for a lost of a friend but what came in the end was knowing .....

never had to chance to tell her how much she meant to mi , after that day i shut myself in , distance myself from everyone, workin was the only thing back then that could keep mi from thinkin about it

i dun blame her after all love and to be love is the most fortunate thing , i once told my friend "if there was 101 ppl on earth i'm that lonely, one "

hahah think i stop here ba , it's late now , on duty tmr night ^^

wed, april 8th ,2009

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:59:00 GMT

hey yo it's been a while , i'm kind of lazy updating blog nowadays , this is one of those entry where i feel like updating in that long while , went rowing again this time i'm with the CD team , my workin friend ask mi to join , well i enjoy myself alot and goin back and fore kallang bring back all the memories i had .... anyway i'll be goin for the PA race for CD ....

hey there this song i hear it's title :刘力扬, 一个人就好 it's from the taiwan drama 爱就宅一起 i'll put in the lyrics in jusz for those ppl who wan to sing-a-long when the song is playing:

一个人就好--刘力扬

街挤满了欢笑
太不适合眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找无人的转角
不优雅时候一个人最好
爱说退就退潮
我松开手回忆却没放掉
未来不来了地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好

为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

心很平静地跳
只是寂寞潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉我一个人很好
一个人就好

there some catchy phase at the start of the song but i'll jusz put at here jusz to end this entry :

倔强之后，寂寞之前，擦掉眼泪，告诉自己，一个人就好

sun, dec 7,2008

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 05:11:00 GMT

jusz got back from work this morning , jusz feel that most ppl in this world are faking or disturbing ppl for their own pleasure .... now i understand y ppl change after they enter ns ... it's because to counter fakers or sucker really enjoy every little bit of seeing u suffer ..... no doubt my Rota can be fun ... but sometime ppl who see u have fun will find u a pain in the ass and make u suffer .....

anyway i went random surfing and i found this songs sang by andy lau - i miss u ... if anyone can find it let mi know i like nice songs .... songs in my ipod is gettin too emo-ish : anyway this is the mtv but the song is sang by a lady .... enjoy^^ it's this type of song which makes ppl forget wat makes their day bad.....

小薰演唱 I miss you

anyway my rota- mate offer mi a place in his dragon boat team , guess it's back to rowin ...... okay see ya i'll update till here....

25 oct 2008

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 17:21:00 GMT

5 hrs be4 my duty and i can't slp ... been watching some mtv and find this one nice.... enjoy it's a song from s.h.e new album .... some time reflect part of mi heheh okay enough emo .... enjoy goin to force myself to slp or else tmr i comfirm die....

沿海公路的出口

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mon , oct 20 2008

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 14:32:00 GMT

alot has happened since the last update , life in station is fun , interesting... hoping to go out for calls is the only way i get to see interesting things, like how reckless ppl are dealin with their unattended cook , RTA , and rescue from height, oh yeah my latest piece of gundam added into my collection:

Gundam Astraea Type-F

and yeah a recent song i seem to like from jay's news album (enjoy):

说好的幸福呢

Lyrics:
说好的幸福呢

☆Music...
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

☆为什么这时候忍心离我而去☆..

mon, Oct 06,2008

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 15:38:00 GMT

it's been 6 months since i update this "ghost " blog , life been tough and fun + interesting as a trainee in emergency response specialist (ERS) ,the course last for 6 month , thought i wasn't wellin to give it a try, still went on with it , for the 1st three months, we woke up early in the morning to do pt , doin BTM, remember wat i said back in the last post where i mention i swear like no ones business , well in cda it got worst , i'm like a water tap , constantly sweating , my uniform hasn't a inch that is dry, everyday for that 3 months, i remember trainin under that full BA set doin heat and humidity , where we have to enter a very hot room for 15 mins , seeing ppl faint in front of me during my 1st BTM training , pitching that some time impossible sec core ladder, thought life was hard for that 1st three months there was also alot of fun like the joke we share during training and all the "birthday" gifts we gave each other ,

next 1 and a half month was fun as in we get to be attach to Home Team Academy (HTA) aka police trainin ground , for "lecture" , where i had my almost endless number of slp session ehheeh , and then after that was outward bound brunia (OBBD) , it was a real test of mental and test the friendship we had , for that 7 days we spend 5 days climbing bukit "luto" getting all dirty and sweaty , helpping each other with their stuff along the way ,and that "act" i had , a bit of detail , during that final day of hike be4 we head back to base camp , i injuried my right ankle badly , that night my instructors call mi to plan a act , i was suppose to be found lying on the floor montionless givin my team a impression i fainted , and i had a dislocated ankle base on the fact that they know i badly injuried my ankle the day be4, well the act went thru , and would be sent off to base on a boat, thoughtout the whole thing ,i can't help but feel like crying not cause this is the 1st time i was show so much friendship but cause of that i realise how much real friends and pal means to one person .... and if i really had a camera and i'm allow to take a picture i would really take that down cause it's really 1 picture that would really take away my strong front ^^ thought it to some sound sadist, there was also a activity where we were throw into a forest for 12hrs , it's was a quiet time for u to think thru alot of things ...

after that trip we had lots of lecture = lots of session where i slpt ehehehh there was also a attachment to a firestation i chose clementi , lecture period dun last long by the sec wk of the 5 month we were preparing for our field ex's and final ex's .... man i can tell u it's fun in a way as well as tiring ..... carrying 2x 64mmx20m hose and other stuff up 7 floor + your 9kg BA set on your back and if we need more equipment we can only use the stairs , sometimes the ex's doesn't only end once u have to do multiple cause of this magical word "samula" means i interpret as "restart".... it's really friendship and each other that held us there cause we wan our brothers to pass out with the best result ensuring that each and every one get the chose they wan , then there is our final Pass Out Ceremony (POC) where we try to look "man " in front of our families and friends and then comes the emotion part where we part we our friends and brother who have been with us for that pass 6 months look after each other back ... most of us cried , brother i will alway remember u and thanks u for lettin mi be a part of u , 29^th ERS , bro's see u at the fire ground and yeah if you are listenin to the song by lifehouse- "you and me" it's the song that being use for our parent to change our rank (SGT), well today's my 1st day as a sgt, tmr i'll start my duties as a section commander in jurong firestation ... i'm feelin both excited and anxious well i'll try to get the pic from my friend who file all the pic we taken during this 6 months , can't really post it up on blogs but if u wan i can show u guys when we meet up , like to also extent my thank to kenneth , calvin , colin , GG , guy without u showing mi the gd food and company it's hard for mi to pass this 6 months without being a zombie , okay this is the end of my post ... dun know when i'm update again but i think with all the free time i'm goin to have it wil be soon... signing off

- leo, poh choon

sat, march 29

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:42:00 GMT

it sure been a long time since i update this dead blog ... alot of things happen i'm goin into that part later, meet up with a few friends today ( dennis , jun wen , anthony ) went to watch this movie title "The bucket list" the plot is about

Two terminally ill men trying to fulfil a wish list known as "The Bucket List" before each kicks the bucket. After they break out of a cancer ward, they head off on a road trip with an itinerary that includes racing cars, eating giant plates of caviar and slinging poker chips in Monte Carlo.

if u think it's a sad movie then think again ... it's kind of funny ... things they do and say overall the pace of the movie is jusz okay enough nt like some movies which totally bored u too slp....

i find the movie meanful.... it's like trying to tell ppl out there , live your life to the fullest so when it's your time to kick the bucket u know u did all the things u always wanted to do in your life..... etc etc ....

anyway i'm now in scdf servin their PTP phrase it's stage where ppl fail ippt or their ippt already expired ..... i was made the plt ic for the 1st 2 weeks learnin how to made ppl do wat u wan and alot of leadership things ...... beside life a bit fun inside when u have gd cpl and sgt , made a few friends ..... did alot of push up ( like it's really free).... sweat like no one business..... woke up 4am in the morning listen to lecture ...... think i'll be trying to get into Physical training instructor (PTI) vocation .... nt really interesting in the fire fighter post ......

anyway that it for this entry .... until next time bye ^^

sun, 20 jan 2008

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:07:00 GMT

this is the 1st post of the year and it's goin to be a "emo" one... it's 11.11pm right now... jusz got back for worked ..... feelin a bit down a bit lost , it's like i fell down and forgot how to got up .... my weekday are sian to the max.... friends are in the army .... my the other buddies are either studying or out with someone dun wan to disturb them .... so i'm kinda of alone ....

i got alot of "how i wish " in my mind right now ..... but i know none would happen ..... sometimes i really wan to might as well give up life , give up on myself .... wat for be so one sided .... y do i even bother lovin someone .... all i get pain .... it's like my sad life always stop at point when i ma-lu myself or at the point my heart broke for that someone .....

this song is by ah qin .... it's my favourite "emo" song but i can't get my pitch that high heheheh anyway enjoy .... (buddies ps i know sometime i talk without thinkin and it disappoints u .... but .... hope u understand )

jusz wan to end my post with this phrase:

part of me still thinks of u ... part of me is tryin to forget u .....

thurs, dec 20

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Wed, 19 Dec 2007 18:23:00 GMT

life gettin more and more boring .... really jusz wish to go somewhere and stay there for a while .... nuthing to do nowadays ..... well the plannin about hoppin to malaysia has been cancel cause some friends aren't around... anyway this is a last min thing so can't blame anything .... haiz lonely christmas , boring life , idiot self....

防盗锁 - 罗志祥

说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是随心看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心　怎么你不抗拒
　
感情没有防盗锁爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过各自回家的路试着不在难过
变的承受是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头不要用从前看以后
　
我猜是我的错爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后偶而记的那疯狂不成熟的我
不说穿了不要结果

不伪装了我的难过

sat, dec 15,2007

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:51:00 GMT

went listenin to show(羅志祥) new album ... instead fall in love with this sound 我不會唱歌 ... it's very emo .... but find it nice anyway i found the mtv so i decided to upload it so enjoy ^^

我不會唱歌

anyway i put the lyrics up too

******我不會唱歌******

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完這歌我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的下一首已經不是我
我努力唱大嘶吼我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得這首歌給我最愛的

wed , Dec 12 , 2007

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Wed, 12 Dec 2007 14:14:00 GMT

another day has passed ... went workin today 3rd time in a row i was in the rain workin .... sdba nowaday is kinda quiet nowaday cause some of the boats are sent for renovation and the usual crowd isn't there .....

well for today's assignment we use the new boat ..... the in charge bought 2 newly painted boat back .... it's really slippy ... jerry falled the other day and hit his toes ... i slip today and fall twice while teaching ... heard they still doin some touch up ... he bought it back specially for this assignment ..... anyway i slip and cut my toes on way up the steps .... haix it's really not my day ToT.......

now that my best pal and friends are in army .... some doin their studies ... dun wan to bother them with anything ... so nowadays i'm at home doin nothing exclude playing games and slpin .... haix boring life ..... it's like my usual self is on holiday somewhere and left the body behind .......

anyway christmas and bday is coming ..... think i'll spend it alone at home ba ..... haix another lonely bday and christmas .... how i wish i was back in the days we were still trainin ......

gotta look for stuff to do ... jerry suggest i go to gym for a work out since my army is comin .... maybe ba ..... doin stuff alone isn't really fun .... no one to talk to jusz myself ...... that's all for now ... nightz

tues, 27-11-2007(reuben's wake)

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 15:41:00 GMT

went to my a friend wake jusz now , he name is reuben , a ex captain of mine he pass away on his trip to cambodia for a dragon boat race ..... the boat he was on flip and as report in the newspaper he was suck down to the current underneath he pass away last sat , the same thing happened to boon san any senior of mine in dragon boat .... both their bodies was tranported back last night .....

as i was say i was trying to hold my tear when i saw his photo on the coffin ... it nearly bust out when i was talkin to his father ..... but in the end i bust out in tear while writing my last words for them ......

how i wish u were still around , how i wish this never happened.... u were there when we needed u , but now i couldn't do anything for u .... thanks reuben u will always be remember ....

anyway after the funeral i saw something i dun wan to see , something that smash my heart ... she hold someone's hand .... guess i was a idiot all along .... jusz wan to end today entry with a phrase :

天的下最远的距离,

不是生离死别,

而是我站在你脸前,

你不知道我爱你

maybe i really fated to be alone ...... i wonder when is it goin to heal back ....... i hate couples ..... jusz dun came near mi if u are with your love one .... ps think i need to be alone for a while..... anyway i upload a song it's by jay zhou from his new album " i'm very busy"

彩虹-周杰伦

starting

*

if i got a chance , i will choose not to have known you

*

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的雲都跑到我這裡

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

thurs, Nov 15 2007

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Thu, 15 Nov 2007 17:36:00 GMT

it's been a while since i had so much fun like today .... anyway i'm still on my favourite job doin wat i like best and hangin around with a gang of friend who alway "imm" mi hehehe ... ermmm jusz in case u dun know wat is IMM it's stands for "irritate my mind" ... it's a catchy phrase yong siang use ... find it funny so i use it's as well and my newly improve verse of IMM is DIMF it's stand for "dun irritate my friends"...

start the day off with meeting up with zhihao at queentown mrt .... he wanted to go simei ite for the career fair held there ... cause he is accompany his friends and want mi to tag along to see if i can find any job there since my current job has a unstable pay.... thanks bro for the offer but dun find any job interesting ...

after that met up kenneth at city hall ...it's to buy a present for colin ... his bday is this sat ... got him a sling bag we saw that day at a shop ... ermmm okay forgot to take a pic off that bag... anyway i'll update again once i see him next week.... after we met up , he told mi yong siang aka ah yong ,called him and told him he nuthing to do ... so we decided to call him out ... it's better then he rot at home and we can wait for him since we haven ate our dinner .....

over at dinner ken and i talked about alot of funny thing like my lecture grp , my funny math lecture and about his new combo his classmates invented hehehe .... it's combine the *** sign and ** sign hhehehe .... hahah i'll show u all the new "combo" sign when i meet up with u all next time (if we ever meet up -.-)or i'll take a pic of the new "combo "...

after dinner while waiting for ah yong we went window shoppin at the shops in marina sqr.... okay i decide liao ... i'm getting myself one of those short that has army like prints on it and a nice t-shirt of polo tees from e-base and the new army print shoes from IP zone .... that is on my next pay day eheheh .... we had so much fun crapping around .... and when ah yong turns up we had more fun .... crapping at almost all the things we see .... IMM -ing each other out heheeh ......

since the night is young we decide to walk down orchard road ... sharing our private matters with each other ..... btw the weather cooling so i dun mind heheeh ... the night was beautiful as well ..... plus i'm with them so i'm more then willing even if it's not cooling weather .... we came to a stop at shaw centre mac cafe found our a nice place to rest ..... we were chatting about alot of things like... muhahah dun tell u .. let your heart itch muhahaha...... after that since the night is still very very young we decided to go down newton to find colin since he is workin there helpin out at his aunt's store .....

reach newton after a 10 mins stroll, found colin sitting down lookin like he is " emo-ing" ,present him his present and went to order our favourite food : bbq sting ray and some chicken wing which colin say is the best there and i really agree ... it's not as oily as the other chicken wings i've eaten .... we chat alot of things as we eating again heheheh man do i love today eheheh ... head back home after that .....

took a cab back as we miss our last bus ... still imm-ing each other's mind on the cab ..... thanks guy it's been a wonderful time spending half a day with u all .... ah yea kenneth send me this song but couldn't upload it but found the same song on imeem so here's the song :

离开了- kang kang

it's on emo song but i like it so enjoy ...... anyway i'll pop by zouk cause we goin there to celebrate colin's bday ^^ ... ok that's about all liao .... i go do my stuff liao night ^^

thursday, 25 oct 2007

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:58:00 GMT

hello it's been a long while since i've updated liao ..... been a bit bz since my last post .... anyway went out with my zhihao and vincent today ..... it's kind of a coincidence cause i wanted to call zhihao out for lunch but i suddenly remember he's workin so i dun call him ..... turns out he stop workin and he was the one who called me instead ^^

we went "pool-ing" in a old shoppin centre near NP.... i kinda suck at the game since i haven played for so long ehehh .... after that we went for dinner in this "resturant" that serve food for taiwan .... the food was quite nice but jusz find it abit salty ....

after dinner we went to jurong point for a walk... reach jurong point around 8++ pm .... we were shoppin around .... anyway i suddenly feel like gettin myself a decent lookin wallet .... cause the one i'm using one lookin old .... so we went to "the wallet shop" ... and after much lookin around .... i decided to buy this:

it's kinda similar to zhihao ( we have the same taste of some stuff) jusz that it's black which is one of my favourite colour ...... anyway i spend alot today .... sob sob .... though i wan to save that certain amount .... hmmm think it's not possible to get that amount this month .... hmmm i need more assignment from sdba .... hmmm if can't get more assignment i'm preparing to get a work where i can get more pay.... though the current job now is kinda paying me more but it's not everyday .....okay this is a short post ... nite ^^

weee...

jian_xin85@hotmail.com — Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:19:00 GMT

woke up early to form the deck i wan to use later in the afternoon ... was also watching the old series of yu-gi-oh on kid central at the same time ... took a day off from nyp cause it's been a while since i touch my cards .... it's jusz another excuse to do my favourite hobby heheheh .....

as i was saying yeah i was build my deck .... alway end up building the same stuff and have trouble decide wat to put wat not to put..... kinda rush out a deck be4 11.45am cause i was suppose to meet kenneth at 11.30 at jurong west ...... but i kinda let that slip off my mind .... after packing my stuff and walkin off to the bus stop .... along the way i jusz feel there was something wrong with my deck .... i decided to jusz do a simple deck putting in something different then the ones i've seem ..... after deciding wat to play and a few advice from kenneth and yong siang aka ah yong .... did a few modification on the spot ..... my noob beatdown deck was compete

start of the tourney with total of 5 swiss rounds .....the ending result of the swiss round was 3 win 2 lost .... kinda given up hope of makin it into the top 8 ..... but the ending result was i got in .... O.o something i dun expect.....

my top 8 matches:

alex(for top 4)

this is one oppt i thought i would lose cause he won all the swiss round to go up to top 8 .... he's using a Raida deck ..... won the 1st round ... lost the sec .... then won my final round the cards ... a hard fight .... one tough oppt. ....after this round feel abit comfort cause i at least can get a prize....

guo dong(for top 2):

i dun usually play with him so i needed to be careful of what he's doing esp. when he's using a demise otk(One Turn Kill) deck with dragon mirror and stuff .... lost to him on the 1st round.... won the 2nd and 3rd round ... the cards i sub in are twister and desset cyclone to counter his royal palace which was preventing mi from usin my trap .....

jeff( for 1st or 2nd)

hmmm knew him for a while ( a very long while heheh) ..... he's play a a bloo-d deck but a total different build ...... he's the type of oppt that plays with your mind alot .... and i have to be fast cause if he noe my weakness he came hard on it ..... won the 1st round though i did some mistakes .... 2nd round i lost to him .... 3rd round i manage to win him after i draw cyclone and destory him bottomless pit hole ..... feeling lucky ( you know y :"ying wei wo ming hao gan dong le tian" lol j/king ) ... if not my melicious edge( trample) att wun go throu ...

and wee i'm 1st hehehe and here the prize for today :

snipe hunter foil from english champion pack something i've been lookin for since i saw that cards in tourney that i attended in san diego ......

deck list :

monster:

Hydrogeddon     X 3
Raiza                 X 2
cyber dragon     X 2
spell striker       X 2
Goiz                   X 1
melicious edge    X 1
Bloo-D               X 1
Airman                X 1
Breaker               X 1
D-warrior gal     X 1
dendalion            X 1
Sangan               X 1
snipe hunter       X 1
Tree Born frog    X 1

Magic:

Enemy controller     X 2
Brain wash            X 1
Monster incarnation X 1
Foolish burial           X 1
Early burial             X 2
Hammer shot           X 1
Smashing ground     X 1
Shrink                     X 1
scape goat              X 1
Reinforcements       X 1
Pot of avariance       X 1
Cyclone                  X 1
Big storm                X 1

Trap:

Sakuretsu armour       X 2
Holy barrier                X 1
Tidal wave                  X 1
Raigeki Break            X 1
Trap dust shoot          X 1
cry of the living dead   X 1

Side decks:

Mob:

Raiou        X 2
mobius       X 1
ground mole X 1
shocker      X 1
saint mag    X 1
card trooper X 1

Magic:

Twister     X 2
Crossout     X 2
swords of revealing light X 1
shrink     X 1

Trap :

dust tornado X 1

okay think i'll end here ... my eye lids are heavy think they are closin anytime ... night ^^