friday , april 17th 2009
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Thursday, 16 April 09 - 04:37 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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hey yo yeah wat's up ehheeh , okay goin to updated my blog again after see a taiwan varity show : their topic for that day was composition on the topic love , at the very last part the mc read out his compo , very touching jusz goin to share it with u all then after that i'll write out my composition on that topic ,
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a retire old couple , being in love for 30 years , had a daughter whom stayed in the US , whom visited them once every 3 years
life for this loving old couple was like back when they were young, went mountian climbing every day , excerise together, had a beautiful backyard which they tidied every day , read books on the balcony together was also activites, and at night they would stroll down the park together, everyone envy them for how they love each other.
on a certain night , moon light shine on the old couple's face thru the window , and as the old professor was thinkin back of how fortunate he was to have met his lovely wife who spend the last 30 years with him , his right hand felt something strange , it was a wet feelin , and came from his wife , from that day on he was never able to wake his wife up .
on his wife wake , his student and friend send him their condolence , tellin him dun be sad and dun grief too deep but the old retire professor firm reply them thanks for coming
but the old professor already had his own plan , as what does in everyday life he does all his chores , giving out his favourite books , that night he was sitting in his study room alone with only some pills and a cup of water , only lonelness and quietness accompany him now , just as he was putting the pills into his mouth , the telephone rang, it was call from his daughter in US , her daughter said " dad i miss u very much , i'm at the airport now , i'll be boarding the plane soon, i'm coming back to stayed with u"
after hearing those word , the old professor suddenly realise wat he was doing , lookin at the pills and that cup of water, he suddenly had a flash back of the time where his lovely wife looked to him in the eyes with that lovely face telling him " carry on living for mi , i love u very much ", tears was flowing out of the eyes of the professor , he could no longer hold back his tears, after all what happened , he realised what he was lookin for , was a feelin of being love
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okay a short but touching true story , here's mine
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At the age of 24 now , love to mi was something can be felt but was never there , my scar was there at the age of 22 at my friend's wake , when everyone ther including mi was griefing for a lost of a friend , i saw her , seeing her there lesser the pain for a lost of a friend but what came in the end was knowing .....
never had to chance to tell her how much she meant to mi , after that day i shut myself in , distance myself from everyone, workin was the only thing back then that could keep mi from thinkin about it
i dun blame her after all love and to be love is the most fortunate thing , i once told my friend "if there was 101 ppl on earth i'm that lonely, one "
hahah think i stop here ba , it's late now , on duty tmr night ^^
wed, april 8th ,2009
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Wednesday, 08 April 09 - 02:59 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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hey yo it's been a while , i'm kind of lazy updating blog nowadays , this is one of those entry where i feel like updating in that long while , went rowing again this time i'm with the CD team , my workin friend ask mi to join , well i enjoy myself alot and goin back and fore kallang bring back all the memories i had .... anyway i'll be goin for the PA race for CD ....
hey there this song i hear it's title :刘力扬, 一个人就好 it's from the taiwan drama 爱就宅一起 i'll put in the lyrics in jusz for those ppl who wan to sing-a-long when the song is playing:
一个人就好--刘力扬
街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好
为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好
there some catchy phase at the start of the song but i'll jusz put at here jusz to end this entry :
倔强之后，寂寞之前，擦掉眼泪，告诉自己，一个人就好
sun, dec 7,2008
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Sunday, 07 December 08 - 05:11 AM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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jusz got back from work this morning , jusz feel that most ppl in this world are faking or disturbing ppl for their own pleasure .... now i understand y ppl change after they enter ns ... it's because to counter fakers or sucker really enjoy every little bit of seeing u suffer ..... no doubt my Rota can be fun ... but sometime ppl who see u have fun will find u a pain in the ass and make u suffer .....
anyway i went random surfing and i found this songs sang by andy lau - i miss u ... if anyone can find it let mi know i like nice songs .... songs in my ipod is gettin too emo-ish : anyway this is the mtv but the song is sang by a lady .... enjoy^^ it's this type of song which makes ppl forget wat makes their day bad.....
小薰演唱 I miss you
anyway my rota- mate offer mi a place in his dragon boat team , guess it's back to rowin ...... okay see ya i'll update till here....
25 oct 2008
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Friday, 24 October 08 - 05:21 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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5 hrs be4 my duty and i can't slp ... been watching some mtv and find this one nice.... enjoy it's a song from s.h.e new album .... some time reflect part of mi heheh okay enough emo .... enjoy goin to force myself to slp or else tmr i comfirm die....
沿海公路的出口
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mon , oct 20 2008
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Monday, 20 October 08 - 02:32 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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alot has happened since the last update , life in station is fun , interesting... hoping to go out for calls is the only way i get to see interesting things, like how reckless ppl are dealin with their unattended cook , RTA , and rescue from height, oh yeah my latest piece of gundam added into my collection:
Gundam Astraea Type-F
and yeah a recent song i seem to like from jay's news album (enjoy):
说好的幸福呢
Lyrics:
说好的幸福呢
☆Music...
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
☆为什么这时候忍心离我而去☆..
mon, Oct 06,2008
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Monday, 06 October 08 - 03:38 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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it's been 6 months since i update this "ghost " blog , life been tough and fun + interesting as a trainee in emergency response specialist (ERS) ,the course last for 6 month , thought i wasn't wellin to give it a try, still went on with it , for the 1st three months, we woke up early in the morning to do pt , doin BTM, remember wat i said back in the last post where i mention i swear like no ones business , well in cda it got worst , i'm like a water tap , constantly sweating , my uniform hasn't a inch that is dry, everyday for that 3 months, i remember trainin under that full BA set doin heat and humidity , where we have to enter a very hot room for 15 mins , seeing ppl faint in front of me during my 1st BTM training , pitching that some time impossible sec core ladder, thought life was hard for that 1st three months there was also alot of fun like the joke we share during training and all the "birthday" gifts we gave each other ,
next 1 and a half month was fun as in we get to be attach to Home Team Academy (HTA) aka police trainin ground , for "lecture" , where i had my almost endless number of slp session ehheeh , and then after that was outward bound brunia (OBBD) , it was a real test of mental and test the friendship we had , for that 7 days we spend 5 days climbing bukit "luto" getting all dirty and sweaty , helpping each other with their stuff along the way ,and that "act" i had , a bit of detail , during that final day of hike be4 we head back to base camp , i injuried my right ankle badly , that night my instructors call mi to plan a act , i was suppose to be found lying on the floor montionless givin my team a impression i fainted , and i had a dislocated ankle base on the fact that they know i badly injuried my ankle the day be4, well the act went thru , and would be sent off to base on a boat, thoughtout the whole thing ,i can't help but feel like crying not cause this is the 1st time i was show so much friendship but cause of that i realise how much real friends and pal means to one person .... and if i really had a camera and i'm allow to take a picture i would really take that down cause it's really 1 picture that would really take away my strong front ^^ thought it to some sound sadist, there was also a activity where we were throw into a forest for 12hrs , it's was a quiet time for u to think thru alot of things ...
after that trip we had lots of lecture = lots of session where i slpt ehehehh there was also a attachment to a firestation i chose clementi , lecture period dun last long by the sec wk of the 5 month we were preparing for our field ex's and final ex's .... man i can tell u it's fun in a way as well as tiring ..... carrying 2x 64mmx20m hose and other stuff up 7 floor + your 9kg BA set on your back and if we need more equipment we can only use the stairs , sometimes the ex's doesn't only end once u have to do multiple cause of this magical word "samula" means i interpret as "restart".... it's really friendship and each other that held us there cause we wan our brothers to pass out with the best result ensuring that each and every one get the chose they wan , then there is our final Pass Out Ceremony (POC) where we try to look "man " in front of our families and friends and then comes the emotion part where we part we our friends and brother who have been with us for that pass 6 months look after each other back ... most of us cried , brother i will alway remember u and thanks u for lettin mi be a part of u , 29th ERS , bro's see u at the fire ground and yeah if you are listenin to the song by lifehouse- "you and me" it's the song that being use for our parent to change our rank (SGT), well today's my 1st day as a sgt, tmr i'll start my duties as a section commander in jurong firestation ... i'm feelin both excited and anxious well i'll try to get the pic from my friend who file all the pic we taken during this 6 months , can't really post it up on blogs but if u wan i can show u guys when we meet up , like to also extent my thank to kenneth , calvin , colin , GG , guy without u showing mi the gd food and company it's hard for mi to pass this 6 months without being a zombie , okay this is the end of my post ... dun know when i'm update again but i think with all the free time i'm goin to have it wil be soon... signing off
- leo, poh choon
sat, march 29
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Saturday, 29 March 08 - 03:42 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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Two terminally ill men trying to fulfil a wish list known as "The Bucket List" before each kicks the bucket. After they break out of a cancer ward, they head off on a road trip with an itinerary that includes racing cars, eating giant plates of caviar and slinging poker chips in Monte Carlo.
if u think it's a sad movie then think again ... it's kind of funny ... things they do and say overall the pace of the movie is jusz okay enough nt like some movies which totally bored u too slp....
i find the movie meanful.... it's like trying to tell ppl out there , live your life to the fullest so when it's your time to kick the bucket u know u did all the things u always wanted to do in your life..... etc etc ....
anyway i'm now in scdf servin their PTP phrase it's stage where ppl fail ippt or their ippt already expired ..... i was made the plt ic for the 1st 2 weeks learnin how to made ppl do wat u wan and alot of leadership things ...... beside life a bit fun inside when u have gd cpl and sgt , made a few friends ..... did alot of push up ( like it's really free).... sweat like no one business..... woke up 4am in the morning listen to lecture ...... think i'll be trying to get into Physical training instructor (PTI) vocation .... nt really interesting in the fire fighter post ......
anyway that it for this entry .... until next time bye ^^
sun, 20 jan 2008
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Sunday, 20 January 08 - 03:07 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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this is the 1st post of the year and it's goin to be a "emo" one... it's 11.11pm right now... jusz got back for worked ..... feelin a bit down a bit lost , it's like i fell down and forgot how to got up .... my weekday are sian to the max.... friends are in the army .... my the other buddies are either studying or out with someone dun wan to disturb them .... so i'm kinda of alone ....
i got alot of "how i wish " in my mind right now ..... but i know none would happen ..... sometimes i really wan to might as well give up life , give up on myself .... wat for be so one sided .... y do i even bother lovin someone .... all i get pain .... it's like my sad life always stop at point when i ma-lu myself or at the point my heart broke for that someone .....
this song is by ah qin .... it's my favourite "emo" song but i can't get my pitch that high heheheh anyway enjoy .... (buddies ps i know sometime i talk without thinkin and it disappoints u .... but .... hope u understand )
jusz wan to end my post with this phrase:
part of me still thinks of u ... part of me is tryin to forget u .....
thurs, dec 20
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Wednesday, 19 December 07 - 06:23 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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life gettin more and more boring .... really jusz wish to go somewhere and stay there for a while .... nuthing to do nowadays ..... well the plannin about hoppin to malaysia has been cancel cause some friends aren't around... anyway this is a last min thing so can't blame anything .... haiz lonely christmas , boring life , idiot self....
防盗锁 - 罗志祥说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是随心看不到你
你放心离去 我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心 怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过 各自回家的路试着不在难过
变的承受 是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
就离开我 别回过头 不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受 如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后 偶而记的那疯狂不成熟的我
不说穿了 不要结果
不伪装了 我的难过
sat, dec 15,2007
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Saturday, 15 December 07 - 05:51 PM (GMT) By Leo Lim in Life goes on |
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went listenin to show(羅志祥) new album ... instead fall in love with this sound 我不會唱歌 ... it's very emo .... but find it nice anyway i found the mtv so i decided to upload it so enjoy ^^
我不會唱歌
anyway i put the lyrics up too
******我不會唱歌******
這首為你點播的歌 如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌 音階一字不漏
不見的感動
我也懂 拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得
我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得 這首歌 唱完的是我
這首為你點播的歌 如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌 音階一字不漏
不見的感動
我也懂 拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得
我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得 這首歌 唱完的是我
我努力唱完這歌 我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的 下一首已經不是我
我努力唱大嘶吼 我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得 這首歌給我最愛的
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